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i sometimes wonder what's going on inside her head..
she's not the type that goes telling people about her feelings, especially not to us of course.
does she ever think of him? i never got to know him.. he passed away before any of us were born.. but i'm sure she thinks of him every now and then.. especially when she's alone, all by herself i suppose...
does she get sad? depressed? or is she strong, and accepts the past?
I don't know if i want to know, but i do worry about it... it feels bad to not ever talk about it, and not to know anything about him.
i know what happened to him.. it was an accident, and no one's fault.. and that's the worst kind, cuz it just feels 'someone up above' ripped the one you loved out of your life.. i can't imagine to lose someone like that. without having said a proper goodbye, and with no one to blame or anything..

I imagine sometimes.. (i know its bad luck to think about it) but what if someone would get ripped out of our lives.. how would everyone react.. and the people you know that live a thousand miles away. would they ever find out? or would they spend their entire lives not knowing, and not even thinking about you..
they say it's a small world.. it's not that small. technology makes it seem small. it's still a massive and complex world..