Charity Karma and God

I get so upset over that chinese self-centeredness. the egoistic ways they have. The "why the fuck would you help him/her?? they're not family. you dont even know them" kind of reaction when you sometimes try to help out the needy. whether it be directly or indirectly (eg: giving a street-musician spare change or making donations to a good cause).
ohh even worse is when you show love and compassion for africa. hahah racist bastards..

but ok. i get that they wanna be careful with spending their well-deserved money. Chinese people work HARD as hell!
But even the little things like helping out a friend though (effort-related. not money-related) I know i suck at drawing a line for myself -setting a boundry, when I or someone else has crossed a line of some sort.. But its never wrong to help out a friend is it? even if you do it a little bit too often. At least nothing bad can come from it. I dont see anything wrong with occasionally putting the wants and needs of someone close above your own..

Mind your karma. and just pretend that God's watching over your shoulder. If you should die (and in the unlikeliness of His existance actually being real), lucky you earned yourself a one-way ticket into heaven.

and if He's not up there.. well, at least you brought some people happiness AND got a good nights rest out of it..
so who cares. just make that extra little effort already!

btw. I gave some spare change to a street musician today in Antwerp. He played the violin flawlessly (as far as i could tell that is)! So i walked over. and as soon as i put down the money in the violin-bag-thingy, he stopped playing :o and offered me a piece of chocolate! awww
See?? Good karma! Give a little, receive a lot: enjoy the good music+make a man happy+get a free piece of chocolate!! yeehaww


 ohh and just to keep things clear: of course not ALL chinese people are how i just described them! i have no hate :p all is good. there's good and bad people in every country, culture and family..