is it always THIS sunny in September??

..would you look at how bright that is :) aww
I did not take many pictures in Lisbon.. but the ones I did take show how beautiful the weather was! I dont look at those pictures often, cuz I'll just find myself wanting to go back so badly, i just want to go to ryanair, and book a flight asap.

February-trip to Portugal is off.. March trip to Portugal is off.. maybe i should be more certain that I have TIME to go, before planning the trip =/

mmm.. next try will be April.. and if that wont work, i'll have to wait till July or something :( and then, no more postponing.. i swear i WILL go!!!! -.-

hmm what else did i wanna mention... =/
something about me being a hypocrit.. and a bunch of other stuff about me...
speaking of which, am i self-centered? 0_0 errr....
i dunno. i know a bunch of stuff about myself which are negative.. but i cant find anything really positive about myself :S nor can i find something in which i'm pretty good/really good... =/ isn't it about time to know what talents i do or do not have? i honestly still have no clue. no talent whatsoever... sure i have hobbies, but i dont really excell in any of those things.. just pretty mediocre..
the International Business and Management Studies, i follow now..? i'd say my level of talent in that one, overall, is BELOW mediocre even.. a lot of things dont even interest me at all... like the modules Logistics, Research Methods, Finance, etc.. and as for the modules i AM interested in, i suck pretty badly at Economics, Organisational Behaviour, Marketing, etc.. i dunno.. maybe its just too much theory that we have to study.. to much reading.. i think i'd be much more able to memorize things when there are enthusiastic lecturers teaching us.. the teachers we have now.. they're boring. gosh..

but eh.. that's not what i wanted to talk about :S
something about valentine's day? nope, there's nothing to tell really..

..i'll go to bed now and try to finish this tomorrow..
ohyea. i'm going to apply at a fitness-club i think xD gotta work on my health. bwaha, i exercise waaaayyyyy too little these days! i used to ride my bike 15km per schoolday (about 7km to school, and 7km back). at least that was SOME exercise. all i do now, at MOST, is walk alot in town.... :S and i take the trams to uni... hmm. so yea! only solution i guess, is a fitness-club :P

*ok bed now.
i always forget whats on my mind :S kinda annoying sometimes, having a memory like a.. like a... eh.. having a memory like..... i dunno.. something that leaks...? =/

everytime when i finish typing here, i look at what picture i'm uploading with it, and i'm like ohyea... O.o i totally forgot about that.......?

...eh
..random..
..and lame.
..=/ *stops now*
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